Going Bovine

In her novel Going Bovine (2009), Libba Bray uses a darkly comic tone to tell the story of an isolated, unmotivated teenage boy who learns how to live only after being diagnosed with a fatal disease.

The narrator, sixteen-year-old Cameron, states that the best day of his life occurred when he was five years old and had a brush with death at Disney World. While there with his parents and his sister, Jenna, he had a heatstroke-induced anxiety attack while riding through the It’s a Small World After All ride and attempted to swim to a small door, nearly drowning.

In the present, Cameron is an unhappy teenager. He does not have friends, he dislikes his family, is jealous of his apparently perfect sister, and he does not like his job working at a local fast food restaurant, Buddha Burger. Cameron is sarcastic and caustic in all of his interactions whereas pretty and outgoing Jenna has a large social circle. Cameron compensates for his unhappiness by smoking marijuana and listening to the off-putting music of The Great Tremolo.



One day in class, after smoking some pot, Cameron experiences a vivid hallucination of the room being on fire and under attack from enormous beings made of fire; at the same time, he finds that his body has stopped responding to his will, and his limbs begin to twitch uncontrollably. The initial assumption is that he has experienced a bad batch of drugs. The strange episodes continue, and Cameron is sent to several drug counselors because his family assumes he is continuing to abuse dangerous drugs. Cameron and his family slowly realize the episodes cannot be explained solely by drug use. Cameron is sent to see a doctor, and after a series of tests, he is diagnosed with Creutzfeldt-Jakob Syndrome, also known as Mad Cow Disease. It is speculated that he contracted it either at the school cafeteria or at his job at Buddha Burger. Either way, the disease is incurable and fatal.

Cameron is hospitalized, sharing a room with another kid from his school, Gonzo. Gonzo is addicted to video games and has a smothering mother. Cameron begins to see a woman named Dulcie, whom he knows is a hallucination. Dulcie looks like a giant faerie—she has pink hair and combat boots, and wings which she spray paints. She tells Cameron that she has been sent to him with a mission to save the world; the Wizard of Reckoning is coming and Cameron must stop him. She also tells him that she can save his life if he can locate Dr. X, a time traveler who can be found at Disney World.

Initially dubious about this, Cameron thinks about how he can make the most of the last few months of his life. When he hallucinates an attack by the fire beings led by the Wizard—who appears as a man wearing a silver spacesuit—he decides to take Dulcie’s quest. She gives him a Disney World bracelet that she says will arrest the progression of his disease.



Gonzo and Cameron sneak out of the hospital. Cameron begins to see clues and significant signs everywhere he looks and begins following what he thinks the universe is trying to tell him. Gonzo and Cameron buy bus tickets headed for New Orleans. When they arrive, Mardi Gras is in full swing. They attend a party, and Cameron meets a garden gnome who is identified as the Norse god Balder who was trapped in the gnome by the trickster god Loki. He also meets a jazz musician who gives him a magic trumpet he can blow when he is in trouble.

They take Balder and get onto another bus for Disney World. At a rest stop, the bus leaves without them. At a diner, fire beings and the Wizard attack them again, and the diner is destroyed in an explosion. Cameron and Gonzo are blamed, and they purchase a car to evade a manhunt by the law. They begin driving and pick up a trio of hitchhikers, who take them to a “party house” set up by a cable television station. Balder is stolen from them, and Gonzo and Cameron compete on various game shows based on Cameron’s life in order to sneak into one of the dressing rooms to reclaim Balder.

Balder asks to go to the beach, explaining that a ship is waiting to take him to Valhalla. Once there, however, the United Globes Wholesale Company attacks them, killing Balder and trapping Dulcie in a snow globe. The boys follow the Globes truck to Disney World and begin hunting for Dulcie at gift shops that sell snow globes. Cameron and Gonzo are separated, and Cameron winds up at the Tomorrowland ride, where he discovers Dr. X’s lab. Dr. X tells Cameron that his cure is actually the snow globe gun that was used on Dulcie.



The Wizard arrives and takes off his helmet, revealing that he is Cameron’s identical twin. Cameron flees and the Wizard chases him, but just as the Wizard catches him, Cameron blows the magic trumpet and wakes up back in the hospital. A nurse is turning off his life support, and his family is there crying. He loses consciousness.

Cameron wakes up back on the Small World ride from his earlier memory. Seeing Dulcie, he gets out of the boat. He asks Dulcie if his adventure was real, and she says no one can say what is real. Dulcie takes Cameron under her wings and the story ends.